Oooh its been ages.Or may be months.I just cant realise the speed with which time moves.Its been 3 months!!! since i posted.Now thats awful i think.I tell myself i can't find time.But i think is there is all the time in the world if you are patient and if you know how to manage it. Well well im not getting philosophical or anything.But sometimes i wonder about the purpose of our existence.Why are there galaxies?why planets?why earth?why life?why me?I can't seem to find any answer to it.We exist and our purpose of existence is unknown.If it is known it is life not existence.Well if we all live to attain salvation or relief from the endless cycle of births and death,why do we need to be born.Only if we are born we sin.If there is no life there is no sin.Then why?These questions plague me for ages and from ages ago.If you know why please be kind enough to tell me .They say its all integrated into the cosmos.Well if we are all part of the god,why be seperated and stay there.It is said life exists to fulfill some duties.If there is nothing,how will there be duties.Is it the whim of someone supreme.Who is he?How did he come into existence if he does exist.If the whole universe was infinitesimally small colapsed beyond the understanding of modern day physics,what existed other than it?Is it too much to ask.I just want to know why i live.Please dont think i'm mad.